I got payed by the Citadel on Thursday. That helped. Not as much as I’d like, but it means I can pay bills without fear of checks bounding and still put a little into the credit card to stay under my limit. I also got a check from the Choral Society concert yesterday. That $250 [...]
Archive for November, 2008
A little help
Posted in Money, journal, tagged bills, citadel, credit card, every day life, job, Money, musician, work on November 23, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Pleasantly pitiful
Posted in journal, tagged boy, boy soprano, boys, citadel on November 23, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Any day that I sing at the Citadel with the boys is a good day, so today was a good day. 1of2 looked particularly beautiful today. The pinnacle of eleven-year-old beauty. 2of2 did as well, and I had a brief exchange with the Russian’s mother in which we talked about the Russian’s hair cut. :D [...]
Maintenance
Posted in Introspection, journal, tagged every day life, jelly, maintenance on November 23, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
My life is in need of a little maintenance, I think. I am writing this on a dining room table cluttered with junk, trying to avoid putting the book in a spot of jelly or the like. Tuesday. I’ll do it Tuesday.
Yeah right.
Broke
Posted in Money, journal, tagged bank, broke, car, credit card, friends, fun, gas, job, lesson, Money, spending, work on November 21, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Today I ran out of money. I knew my spending was getting out of hand, but I ignored it. I was having too much fun with my friends to restrict it. And then today I didn’t have enought room on my credit card to buy a pizza. I also just took a voice lesson and [...]
Tiny Tawny
Posted in Memories, journal, tagged boy, boys, cruelty, feet, friendship, Memories, memory, music camp, shame, small feet, teasing on November 20, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
*note: All names I use are nicknames. I do not refer to these people by these names to their face, behind their backs, or even in my own head. The nicknames exist for the purpose of this blog only. Sometimes, I don’t remember somebody’s name and so I give them a nickname in my journal [...]
The silver lining
Posted in Job, journal, tagged bat mitzvah, boy, boys, job, new job, restaurant, work on November 19, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Tomorrow morning is my fifth shift at The Restaurant. I’m alternating between being satisfied with this work, and wanting to quit and find something else. It can be quite stressful, especially when I feel like I don’t know what I’m supposed to be doing, but once things get in the swing, as much as I [...]
Complaining
Posted in journal, tagged complaint, friendship, music, phone, singing, voice on November 18, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I had a good conversation with Jess today. This is actually significant, sadly. Recently whenever we talk it seems like she’s complaining about something, or she’s having a hard day, etc. I don’t wish to be cruel, but it’s every time now, and she has said to me herself that she doesn’t like it when [...]
The new job
Posted in Job, journal, tagged job, new job, server, training, waiter, work on November 17, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Short entry today. I just worked my first shift. I don’t really know how this is going to go. I may not mind serving all that much. I’m fairly certain, however, that I don’t want to do this a lot. When I’m sent out on my own, no help, no experienced person between me and [...]
Pit bulls and strays
Posted in Introspection, journal, tagged animals, cat, cats, change, dog, dogs, isolation, job, journal, lazy, neighbor, pit bull, stray, unemployed on November 14, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
As mentioned previously, many entries to this blog will be adaptations of my journal entries. That means that the events of feelings depicted are not necessarily current or even recent.
Oh, and by adaptation, I simply mean that I remove or change the names of locations and individuals and edit for length and understandability. My journal [...]
Courting controversy
Posted in Introduction, tagged adaptation, blah blah blah, boy, boylove, boylover, boys, every day life, intro, Introduction, journal, journalling, laundry, memory, palsambleu, pedophile, pedophilia on November 14, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I am not old. Most people would still consider me little more than a kid. I am old enough to drink, but my generation is still viewed, not as children, but as “kids.” Still, I’m old enough to think about my childhood as something that is over, and will not return. And I have been, [...]
