I’m starting to get discouraged. I started the ball rolling at the Citadel to switch our web host. That would involve redesigning the website, but now I’m realizing after doing some research and playing with some software that I have no clue how to recreate the site we have. No idea how to create the static [...]
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Insecurity
Posted in Job, journal, tagged anxious, css, design, html, site, The Citadel, web, web site, xhtml on April 1, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
When I get home…
Posted in Job, journal, tagged Blood Diamond, car, chores, movie, road, snow, The Citadel, weather, work on February 25, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
When I get home from work today: 1st all laundry put away and towels into the wash. 2nd apply to at least one job. 3rd watch Blood Diamond. 4th finish dishes.
“When I get home from work.” Ha! I went outside and there was snow five inches deep on my car. That and very slippery roads. [...]
Fear and the Future
Posted in Introspection, Job, Money, Movies, journal, tagged cruise, Fearless, financial, Jet Li, job, lax, mentor, Money, movie, music, naturalism, personal, plan, responsibility, spending, Venus and Adonis on January 27, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Today I watched Jet Li’s Fearless. I think it was a very good movie. The acting was not to western taste, meaning it wasn’t naturalist, but the story told was a good and interesting one and it was well told.
While on my cruise I laid out a plan of action if you will remember. Upon [...]
1 1/2 more weeks
Posted in Job, journal, tagged 1080p, cafe, citadel, cover letter, CV, Final Fantasy XII, resignation, restaurant, resume, TV, two weeks notice on January 20, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Video games consume my life. I got a new TV (1080p) and so started playing Final Fantasy XII again. As a result I have gotten nothing done for almost a week.
I put in my two weeks notice on Saturday. After New Year’s Eve, and then the wedding on Friday I just couldn’t take it anymore. [...]
Poetry, I fail
Posted in Introspection, Job, Money, Writing, journal, tagged debt, family, Money, Nifty, poem, poetry, restaurant, spending, television, Tray Taker, vacation on January 14, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
It’s been a long time since I wrote anything here. And while plenty has happened, I feel like there really isn’t any story to tell.
I’m fairly certain that last Wednesday was the last day I’ll ever see the tray taker boy, since the busy season is pretty much over now. I’ve been in the Chase [...]
Tray taker
Posted in Job, journal, tagged beauty, bed, boy, conventional, IRL, job, sleep, tragedy, Tray Taker, ugly, unconventional, work on January 9, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I should be in bed, sleeping. Instead I’m writing this. I’m going to regret it…
Today at work the cute tray taker was back again. For goodness sake, I can’t seem to let it rest with this boy, can I? I don’t really know what it is about this boy that enchants me, but he does. [...]
Fool that I am
Posted in Job, journal, tagged health, job, mentor, restaurant, work on January 6, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I feel like I’ve been remiss in my duties having gone through so much and written none of it down.
On Friday I indeed called in sick for work. Unfortunately, my manager called me back and begged me to come in anyway. And fool that I am, I said yes. So I worked myself ragged, thus [...]
Rain
Posted in Introspection, Job, Memories, Unknowable Longing, journal, tagged Boy Scouts, boylove, boylovers, boys, concert, fantasy, helpless, job, melancholy, nostalgia, pedophile, pedophilia, rain, raining, rehearsal, rescue, restuarant, self-loathing, sick, sing, society, umbrella, Unknowable Longing, work on January 1, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I called off from work tomorrow. They’re not going to be happy about that, but I must get better. My voice is almost completely gone and I have a rehearsal tomorrow, a concert the day after, and then a service, another concert, and a singing-social event on Sunday. I can’t take chances.
I remembered something as [...]
The new year comes
Posted in Introspection, Job, journal, tagged boy, career, cute, job, New Year, relationship, restaurant, Tray Taker, voice, voice change, work on December 31, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Tomorrow is the new year. For some reason, for the first time ever, the prospect of the new year excites me. It’s not that I have dreaded the future before, nor that I’m eager for this year to be over. I just never before saw any significance to the changing of a number at the [...]
Inspiration
Posted in 13, Introspection, Job, Memories, journal, tagged boylove, boylover, pedophilia, pedophile, boy, boys, music, voice, work, citadel, choir, cute, Boy Scouts, inspiration, JCPenny, Hulu, skinny, 13, thirteen, Christmas carols, men and boys, LP, LPs, records, Mozart, Bach, Beethoven, Boarders, CDs, Westminster Cathedral Choir, Vienna Boys' Choir, Max Emanual Cencic, Handel, Schubert, Strauss, 20th Century, leadership, Eagle Scout, Tray Taker on December 27, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I foolishly left my journal at home yesterday. Well, not so much foolishly as forgetfully. I meant to bring it, knowing I was working a double. In actuality, though, I worked a tripple. The AM shift had two banquets overlapping.
Anyway, The Restaurant seems to have hired a pair of children. (I assume they are 14.) [...]
